During my time in São Tomé, I was intrigued by the soldiers stationed outside the army barracks. Every day, I would pass by and greet them, but it wasn’t until one soldier, Alex, approached me that our interaction deepened. Despite my appearance—with two cameras around my neck, which might have seemed suspicious—he kindly asked what I was doing. I explained that I was interested in photographing him in his uniform. While he politely declined due to regulations, we continued talking, eventually meeting after his shift for a drink and a burger.
What followed was an exchange of perspectives. I had never spoken with a soldier on duty on such personal level, and Alex had never met a photographer who wants to photograph him. We discussed our lives, careers, and families, learning from each other. Over time, I began to understand more the role of soldiers as the final link in a chain of command—following orders without questioning the politics behind them.
This realization, though unsettling, made me reflect on the importance of their profession. For many, it offers stability, security, and a way to support their families in environments with few other options.
Our friendship has continued, and we still exchange updates, bridging the gap between our worlds. Reflecting on this encounter, I recognize how much I have unlearned. My initial perception of soldiers - broad, detached, and simplified - was far from accurate.
It's easy to prejudge based on stereotypes, but I have come to understand that individuals, regardless of their uniform, are shaped by complex personal and societal factors. In the end, this experience was a valuable lesson in empathy, questioning assumptions, and recognizing the humanity in every individual, even those whose roles I might once have viewed with skepticism.
Though I still question the political motivations and larger geopolitical aims behind military actions, I cannot deny that the role of the soldier is vital, even if it is one that demands a surrender of agency in the face of higher orders."